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an emergency..!
long time never post anithng.. pfft..
now, headache. need to do loads of project in a week.

feel so useless n dumb for two days side by side. yestrdy n todae.
ysterdae, i was suppose to meet him. i was actually abt to meet him and i muz meet him.its for two reason:1. i miss him so muc 2. i need to tutor him cz his O lvls is this year.
i fail to meet him cz my mum nt convinced by my reasons. i was so fustrated bt i didnt went amok.LOL. i was so upset cz i unable to make it n he was disappointd wit me. he put so muc hope tt i wld meet him bt then suddenly, it was cncelled. if i were in his shoes, i wld also b so damn upset. he warn me nt to do tt again wic is to make him put so muc hope.
then, today, is nt abt meeting bt my own fault.i reply his sms late. its nt i dun care to reply him bt i hv things to do. to make him upset for a day is more than enough 4 me bt nt another day. n another thing hes so secretive. like type of person who says its ok, its ok. he needs to say smthng, at least a lil scolding or warning wit a serious face. hes just so forgiving. sumtimes, i wonder whether he n i has exchange personality(nt gender, ok). hmmm...

haiz...i am so worry abt him. he has becum e sch head prefect n taking his Os tis year. even though e loads of jobs 4 him has yet to cum, i still worry 4 him in e later part of e year. i dun wanna him to b so tired till he cnt concentrate. he wil b cmg in class late every morning and has to leave e class early durin recess. im afraid he will b missing alot.
bt i noe he cn do it. why e teachers chose him if he cnt cope in his studies. hes a hardworking man. he needs to noe tt i will alwaz b there 4 him wen he has problems or stress. he also needs to noe n believe tt his frens n teachers r wit him. hes nt alone and no one is leaving him out. alot of ppl care for him. i noe tt.

woohhoo..!!
pass my Os and eligble to JC..!

am i pathetic?

This holiday Im training to be the 'Perfect Housewife'. LOL. -_-"
What can i say, every morning:

This holiday, i found myself a little strange. Usually, when i sat in the car, i will be asleep. But now, instead i am in daze. I will stare outside the window and think. Reflecting this year, every day, hours, minutes, and seconds on what I had done. Sometimes i realized why things are like that and found some answers to my old unanswered questions.

Then, i realized Life. With my thoughts, experiences and knowledge, life is a fragile thing. Anything could happen. Everyday, hours minutes, seconds, something major or minor could happen. It may affect my life tremendously or just a tiny weenie part. It may end with regrets or satisfaction. I advised myself to appreciate everything that happened, even though, it hurt.

In the car, gazing out of the window, i also realized that this holiday im quite impatient. I hate that attitude. I am trying to get rid of it.

Now, I understand what does it mean to not to put high hopes. I had felt it. I had put too much hope that I will have a great, awesome, exciting holiday. It turns out to be more bold and boring and less great, awesome, exciting activities. I accept it and appreciate the boring-ness. Let it be cause’ my life, my fault, my responsibility to it.

A teacher says to me:
Do u know who is it inside you? Have you ever said, "My heart says..."? And after you lied, you said to yourself," im a great liar" or “Luckily, she doesn't know". Do you know who’s that talking? That person, who said,” My heart says...” is your soul. Your soul knows you better than anyone else. Your soul knows what you want, what is right and what is wrong. But sometimes you ignore all the right things and make you fall in life.
The teacher says to me again:
My teacher told me not to feel proud. That feeling of proud, in a way, which makes you want to be higher than someone else. Don’t ever have that feeling. If there is, get rid of you. That feeling will make you fail in life.

What my teacher meant was to be humble and appreciate small things that happened.

Hei dear! THAT GIRL is sooo sweet.. Thk u dear!
THAT GUY alwys say its ok bcause THAT GUY is really ok..
Dont worry dear..I have 4give u..u r nt in the fault honey..
btw the time line is cool..haha.. i really wish THAT GUY n THAT GIRL will REALLY2 last 4ever n
N our LOVE will LAST 4EVER..  Tc urself dear! I WILL LOVE U ALWYS!!!

on last sat, me n my younger sister waited for my elder sis finished her work at Mac Donald Fajar. i managed to meet THAT GUY. he wore e snow cap and its funny,cute on him. and e waiting was so boring. SO....

i got to wear e santa claus hat. hahas.. i get it from e mac donald's workers.LOL. so.. i strike a pose..

I really do miss THAT GIRL.. THAT GIRL havent post anything yet after her bdae..

Yesterday was a special day.. Yesterday was THAT GIRL BDAE.. HAPPY BIRHTDAY DEAR!! HAPPY SWEET 16! haha.. THAT GUY wanted 2 dedicate tis song to THAT GIRL, THAT GUY makes it a week ago.. i hope THAT GIRL like it..n apologies to THAT GIRL if the voice or the pronunciation is not that good. i love u! Sori for the lateness... Youtube is sooooooo unkind to me for not letting me load tis until the gazillion time, hehe... Enjoy dear!